things i hate tonight…

I have literally no reason to be grexy this evening, not even one iota of an inkling of a reason. Paul and I spent a few delicious hours together this morning and while it was wonderful, the remnants of his previously foul mood soured my own, which was, for no particular reason, heading south anyway…

It is getting close to February, and that is the month of every year when my hormones go awry, my demeanor goes crazy, and I completely lose my shit for a few weeks. “This year will be different”, I thought in typical Tish fashion, bouncing on my toes and humming to myself. I don’t understand it, sure the weather is getting colder, but the days are getting longer as well. Maybe I have lived back in New England long enough to know that February ushers in 8-12 weeks of the most miserable weather this side of Mongolia, and I’m already so sun-starved, there mere thought brings me to tears.

So I have been trying to be proactive and take extra vitamins, more potent probiotics, and watch my food carefully. Unfortunately, my system has run amok, and all I want to consume is fruit juice and grilled steak. I tried to cut back on the extra caffeine that the beginning of a semester brings, but a crippling migraine curtailed that plan.

Luckily, well, that is one way to look at it… luckily I am without man or child from tomorrow morning until Thursday midnight. I do have work on Wed, but am ahead enough with lessons to take it easy, if need be. I am planning on doing exactly as I please, with the exception of the work shift, and really spend some time trying to decipher the message that my body is obviously trying to send to my muddled brain.

That’s all I have for tonight, peeps. Nothing but a small smile or two, and a mild case of the mean greens. Hopefully after a good night’s rest and some Italian java in the morning, I will be back to my brightly colored world. Off to scrounge for ibuprofen now. Good night, peeps… Namaste.


2 Comments (+add yours?)

  1. The Indecisive Eejit
    Jan 25, 2016 @ 20:02:47

    Hmmm I think they way my New Year has gone so far, that my January might be your February. Bloody hormones!!


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