wtf…

Apparently when I meditated and asked for superpowers, I should have been a little more specific with my request. The Fates are chortling with glee, wondering what mess I will fling myself towards next, while The Muse just sighs and shakes her head, wondering when, if ever, I will manage to extricate my head from my ass…

So… things have been a bit wonky with my love life recently. I am using the phrases “a bit” and “love life” rather loosely, here. To tell the truth, I have created a masterpiece if insanity, even surpassing my own particular brand of crazy. 10 days ago, I decided to be without male company until I could get a handle on The Soldier Situation. Loosely translated, until I can fly down, and we spend short days planning long years of our lives; plans which may or not fall thru, depending on how feisty the aforementioned Fates are feeling at the moment. 10 days ago I decided to simply be happily alone, by design, and allow my thoughts to meander at will, and enjoy some peace while I am awaiting that special phone call… so of course, 10 days ago I came home with a boyfriend. Seriously ?! I thought it was going so well, this breaking up thing, and all of a sudden I find myself with plans every weekend, dinners and dates, drinks and movies, the whole 9 yards. I am expecting The Bear tomorrow evening, and he told me tonight that “You have no idea, Nina… words need to be said.” Erm… well, I am in the weeds now, right ? Probably is not going to break up with me, right ? Well, hell… I do not think my usual line will work with this one, my soft smile as I pat the cheek in question and quote Shirley Maclain, “Don’t worship me until I’ve earned it, darling”… methinks I will have to work a bit to smooth over this cluster-fluff.

So, I guess I have everything a girl could ask for… a boy to be friends with, a boy to date, and a boy to love. Except instead of one great guy, I have the three of them, one of which is among the missing. Sigh. I also have a new car, a lease which I really have no idea how I am going to fit into my budget. Oh, a little finagling and it will be fine, I should not say it like that. Today I cancelled my gym membership, and will get rid of my storage unit next month. Those 2 things, along with the added fuel economy will make more than half the payment, as I was pretty determined to stay within my means… or the means assigned to me on paper, at least. I have to say, as a student with no way of making any meaningful money for the next 5 years at least, Subaru is being mighty generous. If you are looking at  lease, I would suggest heading to them… it seems they will finance anyone.

I actually cooked myself dinner tonight, with my foxling no where in sight. Made a simple Risotto Primavera and a veggie burger. Was lovely, but the time to clean was longer than the time I spent enjoying the meal, so this is not something I plan on making a daily event. Perhaps cooking once a week for myself, and freezing portions will allow me to save time as well as precious grocery dollars.

By gods, I am exhausted… can barely keep my eyes open to type at you all. I had plans for a festive and fun post, and it fizzled out like a damp sparkler. Sorry about that, will make it up to you in the next few days. Enjoy the dregs of this year, and really enjoy ushering in a new era of your own making. I raise my glass and send love to you all ! Have a lovely… =)

 

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2 Comments (+add yours?)

  1. NotAPunkRocker
    Dec 31, 2014 @ 15:09:38

    Reading that just exhausted me. Girl, we have to talk. Soon 🙂

    Reply

  2. tishmoon
    Dec 31, 2014 @ 16:13:46

    Yeah… I am a complete wreck… how on earth do I get myself into these things ? =)

    Reply

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